21 February 2024
The Unborn Child
Rose-toned, rain-scented.
And things happened.
Love, lust, dreams.
Yeah, dreams.
Rushing in a tiny home
By the edge of the city.
Near a creak.
We dreamed together of
Petting a small panda.
We dreamed like we
Petted it in fact.
And one day. Like all those
One-days in parentheses-
That inevitably happen-
We fell apart.
Goodbyes stretched across
Length of my city,
Reaching only the closed
Doors.
It's been years now.
This house could have been
Bigger and baby-proofed.
The little panda sometimes-
Comes in my dreams to
Rest on my right arm.
The next morning my
Hand aches-
Like the sourness of a half
Remembered memory that
Stares like a cat all day from
Below the dining table.
06 November 2023
Watchful Gaze
Constantly like fluttering of eyelids.
It's almost, as if, you're
Watching me from within myself.
And under your watchful gaze
I have become conscious of my
Day-to-day things.
So when I wake up and stand
In front of the mirror to brush.
I don't spit it all over the sink.
It's as if you're standing beside to
Guide me through the process,
Like a high school math teacher.
My hands reach my back properly,
While taking a bath.
Rinse my hair thoroughly while
Applying coconut oil.
The maroon shirt goes tucked in
The Light-grey trouser with a
Tie that's purple or blue. And then
The bike with a helmet always to
Protect my not-so-important head.
Sometimes,
A wishful urge comes along,
To do things differently, messy-
Like I always do--Unkempt hair.
Dirty socks. Unwashed dishes-
Deliberately, I spill some milk on
The breakfast table,
Thinking, that you would come
To tease me into a correction.
But it almost, always, never happens.
Your murky angry face,
Never takes things in hand and like
Always the next day resumes again-
As it should-
With the jeans going along
The right shoes and eating rice in
The lunch with a spoon.
13 October 2023
Faded
A postcard- maybe a
Twenty years old or more.
Faded ink; the lines stutter
With missing words.
A dried flower in the diary,
A bit of fragrance and the rest-
Smelling away like soot of
Burnt paper.
In the same dark room,
An unrecognisable voice of
Someone from the past-
Singing in whispers.
It's strange how memories,
Stick around-
Songs without a voice.
Flowers without fragrance.
The pics in the old closets-
Some with their faces
Scratched off. Others
Beneath the fingernails-
As edgy bits that still
Manage to feebly live on.
15 September 2023
Lost Curiosity
Follows me while I
Travel at night.
The rooms that lead
One from the other,
The curiosity is
Long gone and
These days, I don't
Get lost.
The trails on my
Palm, that often
Grew like a forest to
Build cities full of
Castles, chokes
Out of weariness.
Like the paper planes
Forgetting to fly.
Often not giving
What was asked,
Broken street lights-
Sulks in the confines
Of the blinders
Of the past and
These days I don't
Believe the fact
That I'm a spy from
The planet Mars.
29 August 2023
Kaudi- The blanket
20 August 2023
Simplicity
26 January 2022
The child in me
11 January 2022
When I was Young
01 December 2021
I love shade
06 August 2021
Reminiscing is a Full meal
04 April 2020
Horizon
24 March 2020
Childhood
27 March 2019
Gone with the Winter
The memories of
Those late night talks,
The rain did sweep.
And the unconditional
Sweet-little-warmth,
The winter did freeze.
There's a cold calm,
A stab of apathy and a
Kind of murky-charm left.
Like a scenery contained
By the withered leaves,
This feeling too is-
Beautiful. Colourful.
10 March 2019
Dharwad
On the darkening blue,
An orange inlay.
The sun's setting
Birds on their way.
Dharwad; No difference.
Smells all the same.
The Mirchi-girmit invokes,
The good old days.
The taunts we made
And laughs we had.
Ran and Roamed around,
Worthy of some pretty scars.
Without any signs,
There was a last day.
Blink of an eye;
Careers, Responsibilities-
Life's now a long drag.
28 December 2018
Nostalgia
Doesn't this
Lavish lush of
the greens and
The gentle gush
Of the winds...
Tickle some old
Melodious memories?
The monsoons,
Dancing on the roof,
And the birds
Rolling heads
And chirping...
Invoke the forgotten?
Scratch some scars?
While a cup of tea is
Coloring this evening.
Nostalgia is riding it.
Few sweet. Few salty.
Some mixed vibes.
05 October 2013
Vivid Memories Still Blossom
How can I forget those days in your
bosom,
The vivid memories still blossom.
P.T sir stood with a gun,
To tell us importance of morning run;
Behind every effort shun
that, we had greate fun.
Even after our every grudge,
House Masters used to urge;
We thought they were greatest pest,
But now I realise, they were the best.
One day,
I was late to class, after a noon nap,
which I took at short gap;
I remember that Principal's slap;
which had sounded like clap.
There is no substitute for Navodaya's
Bisi Bele Baat taste,
and surely everyone is missing the
tradition of sharing paste.
Those memories can never perish,
Recalling those I still relish;
Those who have forgotten are foolish,
And those who remember will cherish
.
So beautiful were those days,
to embrace them again, I pray;
Why those seven years didn't
remained as such,
The memories haunt me so much.
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