22 December 2020

Topsy Turvy

Suddenly everything turns dark. Sounds fade away. You drift into a tunnel. A dungeon of unending narrow walls. Life seems to have suspended.

Storm of questions. Mismatched answers. For a moment a streak of light appears, then nothingness. A voice shrieks in head and suddenly throat clenching vaccum.

Then the ground from under your foot slips. What was in head gets a shape. The mindful experience turns physical. Tospy turvey, you just cascade down. Then a sudden jerk. A halt. 

A faint sound from somewhere hits your ears. You open your eyes. What a relief. You wish that was just a dream.

But was it? 

11 December 2020

No Nut

November ends 
Tomorrow.
And I haven't
Written a thing.

Such a losing
Streak.

Or is it my
Way of
No nut 
November?

Either way.
Not having an
Orgasm is
Frustrating. 

10 December 2020

Place to Belong

The storm
In me has
Gone athirst.

Battered,
Shattered and
Helplessly lost.
It takes me
Places.

Hills to broken
Hearts,
Oceans to
Empty minds..

Lonely rooms
To nostalgic past.
Rugged roads to
A future
That’s lost.

From pens to
Papers, then
Moon to a
Mistress.

Hasn’t found
A home.

With the thirst
Still intact.
A refuge is
All it wants.
But is there a
Place?

To tame its
Rage,
Brush its hair.
A hot water
Bath and
Stomachfull
Of broth.

A lullaby
At night to
Sleep without
A fight.

An easy dawn.
A lazy day,
And for a
Shady evening,
Full of play.

Is that much
To ask?
A place to
Bask all day
Long..

A place to
Belong.

06 December 2020

Monotony

With the roads 
And rhymes of
April and May..

Summer is
Gone.
...
Rooms and
Nights.
May and
Mights.

Through
June...
Monsoons
Bid goodbye.
...
With reds and 
Yellows gone..
Dust like
Thoughts brood..
On December now.

And I'm sure..
January will 
Stink the same.
..

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