03 April 2023

Deserved mourning

As you learnt 
Speaking and played 
With words.
Few got choked in 
Your mouth as you 
Stuttered.

As you learnt to 
Understand.
Ideas that came 
Your way.
Many got crushed 
In your mental clutter.

As you wrote 
And painted.
The characters that 
Ended up on 
The wrong side of 
The papers. 

The pens you've 
Lost. The pages 
You've torn. 
To teach you 
Step by step, 
The bricks that 
Have died. 

All those 
Martyred things 
Deserve, 
More mourning.

Perhaps with
Few roses and 
Extra daisies. 
And few lines of 
Poetic eulogies.

02 April 2023

Flowers

Flowers are a 
Vague strand 
Of hope, 
When everything
Around has 
Surrendered to
The onslaught
Of dark.

The pale yellow
Of marigold might 
Not shine enough,
To break the
Tethers of night.

The bright red
Of roses might
Sulk in a corner
After failing to
Summon ample
Amount of fire.

As, sometimes
Surviving the
Storm is important,
Than making a 
Point.

The lilies and
The daisies, 
As they wait,
Not yielding to
The subjugation
Of demons..

They become 
Windows to the
Derailed rays of
Light.

The flowers 
In the night are
The first songs
Of an arriving
Dawn. 

01 April 2023

Unfinished Things

I start writing stories
And leave them midway.
Then tear up the pages to
Let them rot in a corner.

I suppose, maybe
Regrets get me going.

Like the time I decided
To climb a mountain
And came back without
Reaching the top. 

The girl I let go,
Out of sheer arrogance.
When there were ample 
Chances to amend.

The trains I hop.
Buses I get down from.
The constant urge to
Escape and leave
Things incomplete. 

So ingrained is this
Act of self-sabotage that-

By the end of each poem, 
I tend to kill the poet in me, 
To hang him in the
Last paragraph. 

And if you decide to
Read me next time. 
Bring flowers and 
Eulogies to offer peace,

To all the unfinished
And incomplete things. 

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