22 August 2020

I'm the Bitch

One day..
I'll be lonely enough.
All my insecurities
Will rush.
The summer heat
Will eat my sleep.
And my thoughts
Will screech helplessly.

Maybe then 
I'll remember you.
To be saved,
Probably, I'll call you.

But then, I realize
You'd be far away.
The way I'd pushed,
You're long gone. 

I'll try to swallow,
Everything again.
Karma isn't a bitch,
But you know who is.

I know who is.