24 June 2025

First Day

If I were in the first 
Year of college today.
On the first day and 
In the first class-

Among the band of
Those lean girls with 
Deep eyes..
You would be there
Too-- soft cheeks
And a bright smile.

Not hesitating to
Laugh gracefully with
Those feeble lips.
Not at all bothering 
To mark my humble 
Presence-

Casually playing 
With the strands of 
Your hair to cook
Guys like me..
Who would still be 
Thinking, infatuation 
Is a crime.

Maybe I would slip
Into a whirlpool of 
Fantasy to fall for you 
Eventually, and never 
Conjure up any courage 
To confess about the 
Ocean I carry.

And maybe after 
Brooding for over 
Four years-
On the last day of
College, in the
Farewell Program-

I would gather just 
Enough voice to ask for
A pic with you and
My wingman would 
Mess with the camera..

And your persona in
The blue saree would 
Forever go fading in 
Memory for years or 
Perhaps for decades.