09 June 2025

No Ash, No Phoenix

The way I wanna 
Lose you.
The way I wanna 
Let you go.

But the urge to
Preserve and 
Remember you
Forever-

Like rose petals
Leaving hints of
Presence through 
Fragrance.

Songs leaving 
Traces of memories 
In the tones that
Don't wanna fade.

But the monsoons
Convincing me,
I can't hold you 
Any more-

The way I wanna
Make peace with
A drab feeling 
In my bones-

I write, rewrite 
Your name on my
Skin, but its tendency 
To disappear,
Again and again-

Time does his 
Job well, you see. 
The way he rubs
It off you, 
Doesn't leave any 
Stain.

He's a slow pacifier 
On a couch,
Smoking a cigar,
That doesn't need
An ashtray.

There's no phoenix 
Without ash.
And the way you're
Fading away-

No scars are left,
To scratch.