I don't laugh aloud.
Don't gasp out
Of pain.
I don't rush
Out of instinct
To face whatever
That comes.
The wild bull in
My head has been
Tamed to force it
Down on a chair.
The spark that
Glared inside has
Been watered to
Smoke.
Watching TV,
Eating snacks.
Trolling and
Reacting to the
Unnecessary headlines.
Carried away by
Cheap jokes and
Throwing away
Free advices..
I've been sitting
Here.
Hiding the
Whetstone
From the blunt
Thoughts of my
Burnt out mind..
I've been sitting
Here.
These days
I've forgotten
To rebel.