I know I'm gonna overthink
myself into tiredness.
I know I'm too lazy to give
myself a jump start.
I know I'm gonna consider
all the alternate routes
to my freedom and eventually
justify conditioning of this
prison.
The revolt in my bones goes
out of my dick when I numb
my brain with masturbation
thrice a day.
How do you think wings
forget their flight?
How do you think songs dry
in otherwise fulfilled hearts?
Pump enough dopamine
to the brain and even
best of us are gonna drown
in self-induced restraints.