15 September 2026

Self Manipulation

I search for writable 
thoughts. Not so dark, 
not so real. Nothing that 
exposes me or shows me 
in a bad taste.

Just indicative enough 
to be a victim. 
Enough lighting to be 
a protagonist.

Wounds without the 
blood, confessions without 
the consequences,
a little suffering carefully 
placed where it catches 
the careful eyes.

A little pain here.
A little longing there.
Something that looks
like a scar without ever 
having to hurt-

I dip it all in sugar syrup
and glitter, till all of it
transcends downs to
symbols and metaphors.

Nothing abrupt.
Nothing conclusive.
Just doors half-open,
the questions slightly 
unanswered.

The mirror would always 
be tainted, but the
reflection shall stand 
stout with a smug face 
for petty applause.

The ending shall wait
politely outside the 
story to be validated
or justified.